Napolean Dynamite

I'm watching napoleon dynamite right now. Its my favorite movie of all time hhahaah! I created this blog because i think it's important to your mental health to start thinking in the present. I write in my journal all the time but the only thing i ever write about is the future and how depressed and scared i am. i think i need to focus on the present. like yeah things might be different in the future but i need to learn to just enjoy the moment and get off of my phone. i guess this blog will be my rants about the crazy shit that goes on in my head. im kind of an outcast so i dont really have any one to just tell all my thoughts too, then again I'm a hopeless romantic. i feel like i have so many different personalities. and different people evoke deiffernt personalities? but like not in a weird way. never mind it doesnt even matter. lol idk i feel like this is just the archives of my mind. this is literally the stupidest blog made in all time, it has no purpose. i really miss having a best friend. like just someone i can be weird and laugh with and just do random shit like one day wed be trying to create a band and the next we decide to take a road trip to cool places and then another day wed be trying to meditate.. or we could go through phases! all my life is is phases... i guess that makes me normal when you think about it. or not lol. i hate having so mamy feelings for mateo i feel stupid for being so... stupid. lololol but like i really like him and i know im just kinda just some girl he enjoys talking to... like does he have any feelings for me bc its weird. i just read this thing that said "a long distance relationship is just the promise of love". does that mean its worth it? jesus christ im over analizing. i have so many ideas so many thoughts but no wherre or no rreason to state tem. im bored of typing but im excited for future posts :)